Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Monday, December 31, 2012
It is Finished
The evening service called "Mosaic" at Perritte Memorial Methodist Church came to an end. I lead worship there for 2 years. The service had great people that have expended a large amount of energy to try and reach a new group of people in Nacogdoches but it never got momentum. I miss those good people but fortunately I'm friends with most of them on facebook.
My son Austin moved out of the house and got 2 part time jobs in the Webster Tx area. I stay with him when I work in Houston. Early in the mornings he is a package handler at the Ex and on weekends he works concessions at Kemah Boardwalk.
He really seems to be enjoying his new jobs and he loves NOT being in Lufkin. There is a Chipotle' just a couple of blocks from his apartment and he loves living in that area with so much to see and do.
My oldest brother Richard passed away this year, and my family asked me to perform the service. It was hard in a way but it was also a great blessing to talk about my oldest brother and laugh and cry with my family about him and his life. My relationship was not always good with Richard but I was so glad that I had seen and talked to him a few times in his last months and in his last day he called me a hardhead and we told each other "I love you". It was a good day even though it was his last.
Finally, as of midnight, December 31st 2012, I will no longer be a pastor at First Christian Church in Lufkin, Tx. The new job I have requires full time travel. I work in Houston when I'm not working in Lake Charles or Victoria or Corpus or Brownsville or Laredo or Uvalde or wherever else the company needs me. This travel and the new responsibilities pull me away from my congregation and prevent me from fulfilling my call as pastor to this congregation. It was a very hard decision but it's the right one. I thought I could make it all work but I could not. Sunday was my last service and we did a little extra music. It was a fun morning and I enjoyed being at the table for the last time. You can go to church again here if you want.. :-)
2012 was kind of a hard year... I look forward to 2013 and what it has in store. Hannah's graduation and what she will do after... Austin's work (he's already been told he'll go to full time at Kemah in February), weekends with my bride. Donna and I looked back and realized that for the last 14+ years since we started Upward Basketball at FUMC Lufkin and we both started working in church services doing various things, we have been working 6 and 7 days a week for all those years. Since I travel so much I will value some free weekends with my honey. We're going to the Cotton Bowl to watch the Aggies beat the hell outta o.u. and we will celebrate our 29th anniversary a couple of weeks later. We are still very young at heart and love being together.
Adios 2012... 2013 has lots to offer, but most of all.. as Jimmy Buffett says. I Love the Now!
Ecclesiastes 3
12 I know that there is nothing better for people than to be happy and to do good while they live. 13 That each of them may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all their toil—this is the gift of God.Peace...
Thursday, March 15, 2012
The end of a long chapter...
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Key West...Key Lime....

Key West was an awesome place.. we really fell in love with it. We would love to go back again and again. Riding around town on scooters. Eating great food. Beautiful beaches. Beautiful water. Great people. Just a different pace of life.
One of the things we did discover was what you can do with Key Limes..
We started seeing many many things Key Lime somewhere around day 2. We started making a list.. Then a friendly shop owner said if we really wanted to flesh out our list we needed to go to Kermit's
Let me tell you..some of this stuff is awesome.. the barbecue sauce and the cilantro chip sauce is fabulous. Key Lime Margaritas...not so much. A tad too tart. The wine on the other hand even had us non wine drinkers singing its praises.
Well enough with the details... here is the list of everything we found Key Lime on Key West.
In no particular order... Key Lime:
Ice Crush
Coconut patties
Bark (as in candy coating)
Pie on a stick
Taffy
Ice cream
Cookies
Fudge
Juice
Coffee
Aide
Tea
Pie cookies
Coolers
Margarita Mix
Pretzels
Mousse
Shortbread cookies
Mojito
Cheesecake
Strawberry iced tea
Tea cookies
Candy canes
White chocolate cookies
Mango poppy dressing
Barbecue sauce
Honey
Hot sauce
Mango chutney
Wine
Datil pepper
Powder
Strawberry jalapeno jelly
Bath jell
Shampoo
Conditioner
Candles
Fruit Squares
Cocktail dipping sauce
Guacamole dip
Florida bay spice
Soap
Citrus salsa
Jelly Beans
Soda
Cinnabun
Smoothie
I don't proclaim that this list is all inclusive.. if you have had some other Key Lime "something" let me know and post it here...
Oh yes.. as like the pic says..
Key Lime Time
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Miami for a day… + some
We did a quick run in to Coconut Grove Saturday night… pretty cool place. Walked around a bit but was an interesting evening… Burn Notice has a warehouse there where they do all their stage shooting. They also do most of their “on location” shooting in the Coconut Grove area.
Then Sunday we went to Miami Beach.. we walked and walked and walked.. Some fun observations, experiences and encounters during the day.
The beach is amazing!!!
Met a really great lady that was the bartender at the poolside bar and The Clevelander hotel. She has two beautiful daughters and she’s afraid of going in to the remote areas of Florida where there are not many lights. She has the same feelings that many people from my part of Texas have when they go in to a big city. I had 2 margaritas there… it was actually before noon….
Then had a cigar a little later while walking down Ocean dr.
Later as Hannah and I are standing outside the Ghirardelli's. chocolate store contemplating a hot fudge Sunday.. Donna walks up and says “what sin have you found now?” My favorite quote of the day from family.
Later on at the beach near the Key Biscayne lighthouse, a local asks Donna “Do you speak English or do you speak Spanish?” Just never thought Donna looked like a Spanish speaking person.
Coolest observation of the day: Donna says “You know, I’ve noticed something about the groups around here”. I said “There are no lines… not like the ones we normally think of .. color..”
We were also the minority as English speaking people in Miami beach.
We have also designated Miami as “Smokers Paradise”. Dang there are so many people that smoke there. I guess it’s all the Europeans. I’m not hating… since I had my cigar there..but still. Lots of cigarette smokers. Lots of scooters too.
About 10 percent of the people I saw in Miami look like models.
The lady at Key Biscayne was very nice too. She was very sociable .. asked Donna to take pics of her and her son. We had her take pics of us too.
Most everyone we ran across was very friendly and nice. Now Donna had us marching all over Miami beach..the a little driving to Key Biscayne..then walked all over Miami beach again to get pics of the art deco hotels with their neon on at night…put blisters on my left foot. Wore us out. Felt like boot camp. It was about 15 kilometers.. Donna and Hannah named our day the Donna Anderson’s Miami Beach, 15K pro am fun run race for the cure (a la The Office). Still recovering..
We’ll have more observations from Key West..mainly how may different ways you can eat Key Lime “whatever”..
Oh..yeah..
Forgot that the lady at Key Biscayne also asked Donna if we were from Northern Florida..because we sounded like her in-laws.
also...
A guy in an al fresco restaurant ..the cafe at Books and Books..had a dog that was slobbering all over Austin.... He was too timid to say anything to them so Donna asked if they could pull their dog back..in a very nice way. One of the guys asked us where in the south were we from..he then pointed at his SMU business school cap (with his Princeton t-shirt on too). We tried to bond a little by pointing out that our daughter was going to TCU but he would have none of it...
Friday, July 2, 2010
My New Playlist
I used to buy some greatest hits LP's of artists I really didn't plan to get "that" in to but if I like an artist I like to listen to an album in context.. I see it as greater vision of the artist in how they present their music.
Because of that I usually make playlists in itunes that are simply albums. Complete CD's of music by an artist. I make some other playlists but they are usually regarding something I'm working on...new songs for worship for church... sets for an upcoming camp gig..something like that.
A few days ago I made my first itunes playlist..for my own personal enjoyment. I know..most of you are like... What? It's true. but it's a big one..it pretty much fills up my little..old...ipod nano. But it's for listening to while I ride my bike. I find the selection soothing as I work to push through challenges out on the road. I thought I might share it with you and see what you thought. So far I really like it. I guess that's a good thing...but I think it's accomplishing what I want it to when I go out on rides... it's reducing my frustration as I work to do frustrating things that challenge me to work harder...
Anyway..take a look if you want. tell me what you think if you want.
Anywhere You Go 3:53 Ross King Perhaps I've Said Too Much
The State 4:30 Derek Webb Stockholm Syndrome
First Look 4:02 Jimmy Buffett Floridays
I Need Thee Every Hour 3:47 Jars Of Clay Redemption Songs
Our God 5:28 Chris Tomlin Passion: Awakening
Asleep In The Desert 3:31 ZZ Top Six Pack
Rhumba Man 4:10 Jimmy Buffett Buffet Hotel
O God Where Are You Now (In Pickerel Lake? Pigeon? Marquette? Mackinaw?) 5:02 David Crowder Band A Collision or (3+4=7)
Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On 3:17 Jimmy Buffett Take The Weather With You
My Enemies Are Men Like Me 5:20 Derek Webb Mockingbird
Sing Like Mary Sang 7:18 Ryan Delmore The Spirit, The Water, And The Blood
Love In The Library 4:40 Jimmy Buffett Fruitcakes
Please Be My Strength 3:33 Gungor Beautiful Things
Saturday In The Park 3:56 Chicago Greatest Hits Vol 1
Track 07 3:13 James Evan Songs You Can't Dance To
Rain Down 5:46 David Crowder Band All I Can Say
My Hope 4:16 David Crowder Band Can You Hear Us?
Stay 5:26 Robbie Seay Band Give Yourself Away
Woman In Texas 4:41 Jerry Jeff Walker Live At Gruene Hall
Wait For Your Rain/Grace Like Rain 15:07 Todd Agnew Grace Like Rain
Tryin' To Reason With Hurricane Season 4:22 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Can't Help Myself 6:15 Sandra McCracken In Feast Or Fallow
Open Skies 3:59 David Crowder Band Illuminate
All Creatures 5:16 David Crowder Band Illuminate
More Than That 3:26 Monk & Neagle The Twenty-First Time [Promo]
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For 4:38 U2 The Joshua Tree
Does Anybody Really Know What Time It Is 3:22 Chicago Greatest Hits
You Have Me 4:36 Gungor Beautiful Things
Feelin' Stronger Every Day 4:17 Chicago
Rich Young Ruler 3:57 Derek Webb Mockingbird
Samson 3:55 Regina Spector
The Spirit vs. The Kick Drum 3:08 Derek Webb Stockholm Syndrome
Lovely Cruise 3:54 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
passenger seat 3:44 Death cab for cutie
Mockingbird 4:15 Derek Webb Mockingbird
No Not One 3:58 Brandon Heath What If We
Navajo Rug 3:02 Jerry Jeff Walker Navajo Rug
Teach Me All Your Ways 5:43 Ryan Delmore The Spirit, The Water, And The Blood
Incommunicado 3:41 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Shine Your Light On Us 6:23 Robbie Seay Band Give Yourself Away
Viva La Vida 4:01 Coldplay Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends
Nasty Dogs And Funky Kings 2:50 ZZ Top Six Pack
A Pirate Looks At Forty 3:53 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Shadows [Acoustic] 3:20 David Crowder Band The Acoustic Songs
California Promises 3:40 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Call On Me 4:03 Chicago Greatest Hits Vol 1
Wishing You Were Here 4:37 Chicago Greatest Hits Vol 1
You Do All Things Well 4:44 Chris Tomlin Arriving [Enhanced]
Tin Cup Chalice 3:38 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Ocean 3:59 Ten Shekel Shirt Much
When The Coast Is Clear 2:58 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Mexico 4:07 Jimmy Buffett Barometer Soup
Pre-You 5:17 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
He Went To Paris 3:30 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Where The Streets Have No Name 5:37 U2 The Joshua Tree (Remastered)
Glorify 4:28 Todd Wright All The Freed
Beautiful Things 5:10 Gungor Beautiful Things
With Every Breath 5:03 Leigh Nash & Dan Haseltine City On A Hill
True Religion 5:47 Ryan Delmore The Spirit, The Water, And The Blood
No Plane On Sunday 4:18 Jimmy Buffett Floridays
You Were So Close To Me 3:29 American Blues The Roots Of ZZ Top
All Around Me 4:37 David Crowder Band Church Music
Stars Fell On Alabama 4:15 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Volcano 3:39 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Boy With A Coin 4:06 Iron & Wine The Shepherd's Dog
Master Of Sparks 3:31 ZZ Top Six Pack
Never Let Go David Crowder Band
Deliver Me 4:42 David Crowder Band Illuminate
Rodeo Wind 4:49 Jerry Jeff Walker Live At Gruene Hall
We Learned To Be Cool From You 5:55 Jimmy Buffett Buffet Hotel
Hot, Blue And Righteous 3:18 ZZ Top Six Pack
Creola 7:03 Jimmy Buffett Floridays
Speechless 5:07 Steven Curtis Chapman Speechless
Love Song 3:54 Third Day Third Day
O Come And Mourn With Me Awhile 4:05 Jars Of Clay Redemption Songs
Sing Alleluia 3:42 Jennifer Knapp & Mac Powell City On A Hill: Sing Allelluia
Eastern Hymn 6:26 David Crowder Band Church Music
I Heard I Was In Town 3:38 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Oh Happiness [Acoustic] 2:35 David Crowder Band The Acoustic Songs
A Beautiful Collision 3:57 David Crowder Band B Collision
On the Radio 3:26 Regina Spektor
One of these days 4:25 FFH
Power in His Blood 4:08 FFH
A New Law 4:46 Derek Webb Mockingbird
Track 02 2:46 James Evan Songs You Can't Dance To
Middle Of The Night 3:16 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
One Trick Pony 3:26 MercyMe Coming Up to Breathe
Obsession 6:00 David Crowder Band Can You Hear Us?
Six String Music 3:25 Jimmy Buffett Fruitcakes
Nautical Wheelers 3:36 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads [Disc 1]
Matthew's Begats 2:18 Andrew Peterson Behold The Lamb Of God
Sheik 4:05 ZZ Top Six Pack (Disc 2) [Tres Hombres & Fandango]
Resurrection Fern 4:50 Iron & Wine The Shepherd's Dog
You Gave Sight 4:43 Todd Wright All The Freed
Shepherd 3:37 Todd Agnew Grace Like Rain
By His Wounds 3:24 Littrell, Brian; Powell, Mac; Chapman, Steven Curtis; Hall, Mark Glory Revealed - The Word of God In Worship
Meet mwith me 3:40 Ten Shekel Shirt Much
Poured Out 4:01 Marie Barnett Poured OUT - Club Vineyard Vol. 68
Tasting Forgiveness 3:08 RSB Better Days
Surely We Can Change 5:18 David Crowder Band Remedy
Sacred 7:27 Ryan Delmore The Spirit, The Water, And The Blood
Meet Me In Memphis 4:52 Jimmy Buffett Floridays
Pictures of Success 6:56 Rilo Kiley
On A Slow Boat To China 3:59 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Rescue Is Coming (B Walk Down Stairs) 6:38 David Crowder Band A Collision or (3+4=7)
Death And All His Friends 6:19 Coldplay Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends
Unashamed Love 4:38 Ten Shekel Shirt Much
Little Miss Magic 4:02 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads [Disc 4]
Ballad Of Spider John 4:28 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads [Disc 4]
Nothin' But A Breeze 4:17 Jimmy Buffett Take The Weather With You
Running To Stand Still 4:17 U2 The Joshua Tree (Remastered)
All I Can Say 4:31 David Crowder Band All I Can Say
You Alone 5:37 David Crowder Band The Lime CD
Falling Down 5:02 Ryan Delmore The Spirit, The Water, And The Blood
With Or Without You 4:56 U2 The Joshua Tree (Remastered)
Only You 4:02 David Crowder Band Illuminate
Sea and The Rythm 5:36 Iron & Wine
Twelve Volt Man 3:58 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads [Disc 4]
Track 01 4:18 James Evan Songs You Can't Dance To
all who are thirsty 3:46 Vineyard UK Surrender
Yeah 3:36 Among Thorns Among Thorns
The Twenty-First Time 3:16 Monk & Neagle The Twenty-First Time
Hey there Delilah 3:53 Plain White T's
Son Of A Son Of A Sailer 3:25 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Smartest Person In The Room 4:39 Ross King Perhaps I've Said Too Much
When Salome Plays The Drum 3:29 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads [Disc 3]
They Don't Dance Like Carmen No More 2:54 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads
Off To See The Lizard 4:14 Jimmy Buffett Off To See The Lizard
Awakening 4:52 Chris Tomlin Passion: Awakening
Everybody Want To Go To Heaven 4:56 David Crowder Band B Collision
Pagan Angel And A Borrowed Car 4:33 Iron & Wine The Shepherd's Dog
25 Or 6 To 4 4:53 Chicago Greatest Hits Vol 1
This is Our God 5:36 Chris Tomlin The Noise We Make
Mercy 4:57 Ryan Delmore The Spirit, The Water, And The Blood
The Nighted I Painted The Sky 5:32 Jimmy Buffett Barometer Soup
Come Thou Fount 4:32 David Crowder Band All I Can Say
Search And Know 3:37 Todd Wright All The Freed
Biloxi 5:39 Jimmy Buffett Boats, Beaches, Bars & Ballads [Disc 2]
Track 09 3:55 James Evan Songs You Can't Dance To
Little Bird 3:35 Jerry Jeff Walker Live At Gruene Hall
Wholly Yours 4:17 David Crowder Band B Collision
Stronger 4:26 Hillsong Live This Is Our God
False Echoes (Havana 1921) 15:55 Jimmy Buffett Banana Wind
Uncreated One 4:48 Chris Tomlin See The Morning
Take My Life 2:18 Third Day Third Day
New Day 4:07 Robbie Seay Band Give Yourself Away
Happy Ever After (Now And Then) 4:18 Jimmy Buffett Banana Wind
Barefoot Children 4:54 Jimmy Buffett Barometer Soup
Coldplay Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends
Take Me To The Cross 4:31 Sheri Carr Fearless Now
I know it's heavy Crowder and Buffett..and if you know me you're not surprised. But..Those artist are speaking to me the most right now. If you have other ideas..I'd love to hear them. Riding my bike..I'm having more time to listen to tunes..and Romack..I'll get some Clairmont on there my friend.
Peace.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
The evening bike ride
Well this evening I took off and did the same ride again. I got started around 7:40 p.m... and it was a joy. It brought back great memories of riding my bike up and down Ave V in Alta Loma Tx way back in the day with my friends David McMillian, John and Curtis Rosson. The breeze felt wonderful as I rode through the dusk... the cool of the night breaking though the warmth of the day.. it was like there were cool bubbles of air out there bursting over my body as I rode through the warm moist evening. It was a great ride.. feeling a little like a kid again, riding my old banana bike up and down that shell road in Alta Loma, Tx. What a blessing.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Before I'm 60
1. Key West and the southernmost incorporated place in the contiguous 48 states.
2. Alaska
3. Snowboard
4. Surf
5. Parachute
6. Bungee jump
7. Hike the Grand Canyon
8. Canada
9. Parasail
10.Learn to sail a boat
11.Get a sailboat
12.Get out of debt
13.Be able to wear my Aggie Ring again (without having it sized)
14.Lose 100 lbs and keep it off.
15.Learn to fly a plane
16.Work on a mission trip on foreign soil.
17.Yosemite National Park
18.Hawaii
19.Costa Rica Canopy Tour
20.Cycle the Pineywoods purgatory
21.Ride my bicycle from Lufkin to Austin (camping along the way at night)
22.Give Jinx a BoB ring
23.Perform a wedding
24.Snorkeling
25.Own a Mini Cooper
26.Get an iPad
27.Re-establish my daily discipline of scripture reading and prayer
28.See my friend Warren Bird again.
29.Find and visit with 5 old high school friends I haven't seen recently
30.Play golf again
31.Go to a baseball game at Wrigley Field
32.AmTrak to the west coast
33.Baseball game at Fenway
34.Drive a car through a giant redwood
35.Tell my wife I love her everyday
36.See my children complete their educations and become independent,functioning adults
37.See the fall foliage in New England
38.See Jerry Jeff Walker perform again
39.Dance at Gruene Hall at least once a year
40.See Gary P. Nunn perform again
41.Go overseas
42.Scuba dive
43.baseball game at Yankee stadium
44.Canoe the Guadalupe again
45.See Jimmy Buffett again...and again.
46.Publish a song
47.Record my (and my friends) songs and post them on fb or myspace
48.Write 30 more songs
49.Post music videos of some of my songs on youtube
50.Make my music room more soundproof for good recording
51.Every time I say goodbye to one of my family, tell them I love them
52.Do this with regularity.
53.Begin funding my 401K again
54.Visit the Shiner Brewery
55.Eat at the Angelina County airport
56.Visit Mike O
57.Memphis in May
58.Hike to the top of a mountain in Summit County Colorado with Shawn
60.Farallon Islands Whale tour...there ya go...60 before 60.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Salvation, Restoration, Redemption and Santa Fe, Tx
Salvation as I stated before is a process. People may be immediately granted membership to the “Body of Christ” when they repent and believe. I also believe people will have eternity with their creator, but probably have not received salvation from all of the “issues” that block them from having a rich and full life. Christ said that he came so that “they may have life and have it to the full”. People will still struggle with issues once they become a Christian therefore I believe they must work through their salvation regarding those issues. Not that I think they are lost or their eternity is in question but true salvation is to be cut free of all those issues. Over time individuals can work through and with the love of community and guidance of the Holy Spirit can be freed of more and more issues over time.
I hope I haven't lost all of you starting you off this way but I have to share with you something very important...that's why I'm back here at my blog that I have pretty much abandoned since falling in love with fb and twitter.
We moved to Alta Loma when I was 5 years old...a part of the white flight of America when schools began desegregating. Can't desegregate a school district that's all white. (mind you I did not understand all of this until much later in life.. I was just living in a world my parents were creating around me)..
Now once we got to Alta Loma and I started in to the Santa Fe Schools...pretty much all I heard was how I was not given an even break because I was not a part of the "clique" or kin to the right people or whatever. Failed accomplishments by me were reasoned away by my dad because I wasn't part of the right group.
That stuff stuck with me. From not making the sale at the county fair to not making all stars in baseball to not getting an offensive lineman award were all laid at the feet of the fact that I just didn't belong in this community.
So...I had a negative feeling about the place I grew up. I felt like I had been shorted by people I grew up around. I just didn't know what to do with this feeling.. I enjoyed those folks I was around but in the back of my mind was this seed that had been planted about my town, my school and the people that were a part it all.
I then grew older and up and graduated and moved on. For many years I was really kind of happy to shake the dust of that town off my shoes and leave it behind. I did go back for a reunion in 88 and I was going through some transformations during that time that did not allow for that reunion to be that fun for me. Everyone was who they were but I had an arrogant feeling about myself and just didn't feel like I fit in.....still.
I heard about later reunions but easily passed on attending because I just didn't want to be a part of all of that. Sometimes it was for reasons of my new-found role as a Christian..
I don't know why I had this idea in my head that I had to give up certain things to be a Christian but it was what it was. I had a very fundamental ideal that I was striving for as I finally made the decision to be a follower of Jesus. I gave up drinking, cursing was dropped easily (and I still try to avoid it as I do not find it attractive as a representative of Christ in the world) and other things that were things that were important for me to do for me to truly believe I was making the sacrifice to follow my savior. Taking up my cross so to speak.
Hence the beginning statements from my paper. I had received salvation from my savior but I had not received salvation from myself. A friend I met years later taught me the redemption available in Christ. Finding God in all things. Loving God's creation. Loving all people...period.
Time went on and I began to find God in a good slice of pizza and a wonderful bottle of Shiner Bock. I had forgotten how great it was to sip gin and tonic....and with all these things many of my self imposed barriers to my home town and my school began to disappear.
I yearned for restoration to my people.. my people from my little community of Santa Fe Texas. Then came the gift of facebook. I began to find my peeps on there and what a joy it was. I was able to communicate with them and it was so great to be a part of their lives again. I watched in envy (forgive me Lord) as the class of 79 had their 30 year class reunion....wishing I could have been a part of mine..if there was one.
Then a long lost friend (won't say old..thanks Janet) throws a party and I get to go..
All I can say is my heart is full..nothing else explains how I feel.
Thank you Connie for your hospitality and your heart.
Thank you Cory for helping me in my redemption and restoration..
Thank you Donna for loving me for a long time through all my phases.
Peace
Thursday, September 24, 2009
And the next weekend..
You see the previous weekend I went to Dallas to visit a very special member of our church and his family. Well unfortunately that church member passed just a few days later. This was a giant of a man in our church and in the church in general. He was a business leader, a philanthropist, a tireless worker in our church up until he drove himself to Dallas. He sang in the choir, took care of money, has done just about anything you could do in the church. A patriarch.
Here's little ole me..just did my first funeral on a 16 hours notice. Now I was being asked to do another just a week later.
I got a lot of input from the family. They were a joy to visit with. I got input from my friends and former co pastors. I did visitation at the funeral home Friday night...then I spent a little time at the Lufkin Panther game.... then I went home, stayed up till about 1:00 a.m. and put together what I hoped would be a message that would honor this man and a message that would please his family and friends.
I was never really very nervous. I had so many of YOU praying for me. I also had a great man to speak about. A rich and full life and a joyous family that shared their love with me.
No doubt. Many people in the church were not sure just how well this green, part-time pastor would do. I did have that other funeral you know...but I didn't write the message for that. That one I was blessed to use the message of my co-pastor..who was suffering from double pneumonia.
So I got up Saturday, went through it a few times. Went up to the church to visit family at their brunch, came back home, put on my not so seldom worn suit and headed back to church.
It was a wonderful service. The singing was great. He loved to sing so I know that would have pleased him. I did what I was supposed to do and then we had a brief reception after.
From the feedback of those there I think I did ok. Something more happened there though. And this may be more inside me than anything that was thought by everyone else in church. I actually felt like I WAS their pastor now. I felt like I had served in an important pastoral role to someone much older than me and that part of the church community now saw me a little differently.. that was probably more my own perception than anything else. But even if it was...it was a nice feeling.
Home and some rest... Up and to church the next morning. It's 8:45 and our guest pastor has not arrived. We had some announcements that morning..and they went a little long.. and I was ok with that. We also started just a few minutes late..that was on purpose. We still didn't have a pastor once I had done communion and so it was time for a message. I had been rolling ideas around in my head all morning in case our guest pastor didn't arrive.
I read the scripture..
Matthew 9
Jesus Heals a Paralytic
1Jesus stepped into a boat, crossed over and came to his own town. 2Some men brought to him a paralytic, lying on a mat. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, "Take heart, son; your sins are forgiven."3At this, some of the teachers of the law said to themselves, "This fellow is blaspheming!"
4Knowing their thoughts, Jesus said, "Why do you entertain evil thoughts in your hearts? 5Which is easier: to say, 'Your sins are forgiven,' or to say, 'Get up and walk'? 6But so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins...." Then he said to the paralytic, "Get up, take your mat and go home." 7And the man got up and went home. 8When the crowd saw this, they were filled with awe; and they praised God, who had given such authority to men.
I said a short prayer...and fortunately we didn't have much time left..but I gave a short message.. and nothing that I had planned (in the last 40 minutes) came out of my mouth.. my message went to a place about the discussion of "which is easier" I've always wondered which is easier but hadn't thought it through. Now the Holy Spirit was walking me through. You see I had always thought it would be so easy to say "your sins are forgiven". I know I couldn't tell someone who couldn't walk to get up and walk... and make it happen. But I could always tell someone their their sins are forgiven. Then I started thinking about our modern technology and how we can heal so many things now that so many years ago would have killed us. We have computers and machines and advanced knowledge way beyond those days. We can heal people and make them walk but we are still fragile, imperfect, human beings. What is easier for us to do? Is it easier to heal a man or to forgive a man? So we are called to forgive. but it is difficult isn't it? It's also healthy for us.. for the others as well as ourselves. I said some other stuff but the part that truly enlightened me was that I finally learned what Jesus was meaning about it was easier to heal than to forgive sins... to for give those who sin against us.
Our guest pastor showed up in time for late church. We had a great service. A few hours later I gave the message and led music for the youth that evening. So...it was another busy but blessed weekend.
What's next weekend? Maybe I'll let you know.. after... got to go to bed.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Wow..what a weekend..
A long time member of our church had a heart attack and had surgery and got very sick.
Another long time member of our church passed away.
Another church family member was having surgery.
I talked the situation over with Kathy..our only full time pastor and we thought it might be a good idea for me to go to Dallas and pay a visit to our church family member that had the heart issues. Kathy was handling a funeral and going to visit our member having surgery.. First I was going to make a day of it..run up there and back...Since Donna was out of town and all I have is a hot, un-air conditioned pick-up truck I thought..hmm might be fun to go with my son and then we could take that new nissan cube.. with a/c. I also checked in with my daughter to see if she might like to have a lunch or brunch with me/us but she was busy going to Tyler and couldn't make it.. oh well..
Spoke to Austin but he had to work Saturday afternoon. I decided to get a hotel Friday night to make the trip less hard and we could bum around together a little along with making the visit to our church friend.
He made arrangements to get off work Saturday night and he thought he'd be through around 6:30 Friday and we could leave then.. sounds like a nice relaxing Saturday with my son..
A party shows up at the FUMC CLC that they thought had cancelled their party.. but I guess they didn't...so he had to stay late.. I went to FCC and moved some things around to make room for Jinx to play on Sunday morning.. I then went to FUMC to help my son move things around so he could leave..
and I didn't plan on this part...but that whole moving red padded chairs around in the gym became an amazing spiritual flashback moment for me that night... hundreds of times I moved those chairs around to set up for Upward Basketball on Saturday morning (we didn't have bleachers) and move them around again to set up for church (Center Court Service) in that same gym. A long time ago I said that gym smelled like Jesus...still does smell like Jesus to me!!
Anyway..the unplanned working late got us out of Lufkin around 9:30 and it was raining. Not fun to drive in. We stopped a couple of times to eat and to wake up etc.. of course I'm doing some twitter/fb posts along the way and my daughter calls me to see if we can have breakfast together Saturday morning since we're coming up Friday night. OK...
I finally get in bed around 2 a.m...
I'm up around 6:30 to try and find out if I had decent service at the Ex and to see if I need to be on a conf call.. and I'm groggy and not moving too fast but we finally get going and pick Hannah up around 10 and have a brunch..well really just an early lunch.. then we drop her off for a meeting she has to go to at 11 and we head back to Dallas...FYI.. DFW does not fully impart how far apart the D and the FW are.. especially in rain and slow traffic.
We go and have a great visit with our church family at Baylor... we then decide that we need to find puma shoes.. we drive around Dallas for a while and finally get to the Galleria... we eat there and the Genghis Grill and it was great. One bowl filled us up.. I know it's just a dollar more for the all you can eat but we had all we could eat.. we hang around go to a couple of stores and it looks like the puma shopping is going to be a zero.. I mean we were leaving the mall and I decided to google puma's and the finish line (which we had never heard of) has them.. we go find it and Austin gets these.
We finally head out of Dallas for L-town and drive in more rain. By the way the cube drives great..rides pretty nice and handled the crappy weather very well. We roll in to Lufkin about 9 and I find out our only full time pastor...Pastor Kathy...has the flu.. Sunday morning was not an issue..really except now I was going to have to get up earlier.. but I now had a funeral to do too. My first one ever..
Up early Sunday..wishing I was still in bed... church was great in both services. I went home and read over some notes.. put on my seldom worn suit and performed my first funeral.. it was a blessing to be there and I was glad I got to be a part of that family's celebration of life.
Then home..sat still for a few minutes then went and did music for the youth.. got done around 8:00 p.m....
and then...do you ever get so tiered and keyed up you can't go to sleep? I was up past midnight.
Ugh!!!! and when that alarm went off this morning I did NOT want to get out of bed...I drug my self out.. a little late and got to the Ex around 7.
I am looking so forward to a quiet restful evening tonight...maybe even a nap when I get home. It was a great weekend.. no doubt about it... but hope I don't have any more like it in a while. I do need a day off now and then.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Hello again everyone..
Ok, so I've been gone a while. Life has been a little stressful..crazy..depressing at times...joyful at times but this has been one of the most eventful seasons in my life over the last few months and I didn't have the time, energy or desire to blog. Facebook and twitter are my outlets most of the time but I would still like to keep this avenue open for communications that are a little more involved..
I don't want to make this too long.. and Lord knows I can but I'd like to recap the last few months.
Hannah graduated
I had to fire someone that I hired over 10 years ago and cared a great deal about
I was very anxious about my own work situation because of what had gone on with my employee
A friend of mine had that female surgery and experienced some very bad things..got very sick..
My wife had that female surgery... I was of course very anxious about what was going on with her because of what had happened to my friend. (She is doing very well by the way)
I found out that 2 of my closest friends and confidants were going to leave my church and become pastors in other churches
I had to take my baby girl to TCU to start her college career
We had a big send off ceremony for my two friends/co-pastors/
I'm a guy that is not afraid to cry..I find it healthy and cleansing for me...I'm also a big baby and can't help it.
It's strange...I've been very guarded during this time... not on purpose.. I just haven't been weepy.. that's weird for me. Hope I'm not getting old and crusty..
I haven't been very good about my eating during this time..too much stress. Donna is making me get back now.
Fortunately I haven't gained back too much.. a visit to my Dr. let me find out that I was still lighter than when I started this a while back.
I won't be as rigid as before but I've got to get back on the program. I have things I want to do and enjoy doing.
This isn't a blog about dieting but food is a part of all that we do. I hope I don't let it control me.
I'll share more about more as time goes on..
Going shopping for a birthday gift for my son... it won't be too big.. he did get this because of the cash for clunkers program.
Peace folks..
Monday, April 27, 2009
334
I had my struggles with food last week. I tweeted my bad day early in the week..then I had a celebration at work that brought CAKE in to the building and I had some.. enjoyed some Bock's in Gruene this weekend. I did a lot of walking.. walked in Lufkin, hiked in New Braunfels, walked all around the outlet mall in San Marcos and then danced a lot Saturday night..
Oh well.. I'll just keep at it and hope for the best next Monday..
Monday, April 20, 2009
330
When I got home I weighed 336.. man was I in a bad mood. I was so tempted to blow it off but maintained my cool and stayed the course.
Didn't exercise this weekend but was good with what I ate... dropped 6 lbs from Saturday to Monday.
I weighed 330 this morning..That's 9 lbs since we started the friendly competition and 32 lbs since I started this whole deal back in January. Clothes are very loose, I feel very good.. I walked again today.
How I feel is how I want to continue to remind myself what is so good about this. I have good energy, I feel alert, I want to move...in fact I'm parking farther away at places so I can walk more to get to my car. I look forward to continued success.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Excuse me..but did you give me the right room??
I'm staying at the Crown Plaza..along with everyone else and it's where the meetings are being held..
After an evening with my nephew and his wife and kids catching up and visiting Jason dropped me off here..
They gave me my room key and my room #.. and I found this....











You can imagine my surprise when I walked in.. I was wondering who really had the room and I was barging in.. but no.. it's my room.
Too bad my family is not here to enjoy it with me...
I guess some times it really pays off to be added to the meeting a few weeks late.. Only thing I can figure happened is that they had booked all the rooms but this one and then I got added to the meeting and this was all they had left..
I'll suffer through it I guess.
Monday, April 13, 2009
336
I feel better. I have greater energy. I go up and down stairs much easier..
I don't have to shove my body in to the booth at Cheddars like I'm stuffing a sausage. I actually have a little space between me and my table now.
Anyway... I will eventually get to where I want to be..and I have to know that I will have weekends like this...visiting family, Sunday School class parties, festive holiday time food all around... and instead of putting unreasonable demands on my psyche I want to fully enjoy and revel in those times..
...and then I want to return to my norm..lose the pound I gained during that weekend/holiday and contine living a thinner healthier life.. I have to practice that along the way to know that I can do it when I get there.
So I had some major indulgences this weekend and I gained a pound (over last week). I was very busy and church and at work last week and didn't walk a single day. I forgot to eat my breakfast when I should have which is not good for my metabo either... busy, busy, stressful week (which I ended Friday at 332 lbs) but then had a fun weekend, laughing, drinking, eating, and enjoying myself.
This probably is not good for me in my race agains Katie and Cory but in my overall scheme of things.. it's how I have to live every now and then. Now I must get back on task.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
339

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
A pic from Hannah
Monday, March 16, 2009
Houston we have a problem....

Today we went to Space Center Houston.. Man this place touches me way down in my inner child. I grew up watching people blast off in to space to try and get us on the moon. I was a little over a year old when Yuri Gagarin had made history by being launched in to space.. Alan Shepherd made the trip not to long after that and yada yada yada when I was 9 Neil Armstrong stepped foot on the moon (see more here)... it was that yada yada yada that was a part of my growing up.. tang, the space race, coupling that space race with the cold war, bomb shelters in peoples back yards and the fear of just what the russians would do to us from the moon if they got there before us made the whole space thing very important to almost all of us growing up back then.
I also used to lay on my back in the yard at night and use our binoculors to look at the moon.. believe it or not it always looked closer and more detailed than by the naked eye..
I had a map of the universe when I was in first grade and I would pull it out and look at it over and over again. I used in school for presentations several different times as I grew up. Space, NASA, all that stuff was just a part of me as I was growing up...
Also..schools in the Houston area went to NASA often.. Not every year but we went pretty often.
So...going to Space Center Houston today was something I was really looking forward to. The last time I had been to NASA.. it was just the Johnson Space Center.. there was no Space Center Houston. I had heard a lot of good things about Space Center Houston (SCH) so I was looking forward to today..on many levels.. I had a real good time.. you can see the pics I took here.
Unfortunately... it wasn't nearly as good as when it was just JSC... probably because I imagine how great it could be. Basically me and my family stood in line for over 3 hours today to go on 2 tours.. shop a little and go home. I studied recreation and parks in college and so did Donna. Donna even worked at Disney in Florida and knows how important it is for things to go right for there to be a quality experience for visitors....guests..whatever term you want to give to those poor suckers that come in the gate in the morning and hand you a pretty decent stack of cash to spend the day on your property..
Here are just a few things that need some attention Houston...
Tour guides or hosts do not need to be texting friends while guiding your group.
Tour guides or hosts should not make sarcastic comments about the place they work while on duty in front of guests.
Tour guides or hosts should not bob their heads to the music on the guide video no matter how sick they are of "The flight of the bumblebee".
Videos used on tour buses should be less then 10 years old.
Audio files used on tour trams should be less than 10 years old.
Security screening should be done at the beginning of the que line while people are waiting to get on trams..not at the end of the line so that people are delayed boarding their trams.. It must have taken at least 15 minutes (Donna's guess.. I think more) to load a freakin tram.. 3 minutes tops to get everyone on...maybe a tad more if you have physically challenged guests. This was insane!!
Don't tell people to return to the tram at the end of a tour and then tell them they should be sitting in the same seats they left AFTER they return to the tram.
If you are going to have flight simulators in the flight simulator part of your facility you should have more than 2 of the 10 working.
We didn't get to see anything else because it took so freakin' long to do these two tours. I'm sure I would have seen more that needs attention.
I know that JSC specializes in rocket science.. but this isn't rocket science.. it's hospitality, expectations, follow-up, leadership and respect....but then again this is a government agencey (NASA) and I'm sure SCH is the lowest bidder.. I really don't know how this was put together...it could be so much better..
and bobble head host told us today they were only expecting 6000 guests but would have over 8000 tomorrow with all the parking lots full including the staff parking lot.. good luck folks..the tram lines don't go too fast...and the security people that are going through your stuff and scanning you with a hand held metal detector are in no rush..which wouldn't matter except that the tram is waiting on you and the 80+ people behind you to get on... yawn..
I really hope to go back some time soon so I can spend more time in the main facility and skip the tours because they took forever but it was what I wanted to do today. I didn't get to look at any space capsules up close like I have every time I've been to JSC. I didn't get to see any rocks like every time I've been to JSC. Again.. it was the choices we made, they were long slow choices with a lot of standing still but I'm ok with that.
I'm not mad..I love the place.. I want to see more.. I just know with some minor changes that would cost nothing so many more people could be serviced with no extra effort put fourth by any of the underpaid, under motivated hosts on staff.



